I had two suggestions to check out two different sermons. One was a Paris Reidhead sermon with the text here: http://www.parisreidheadbibleteachingministries.org/tenshekels.shtml and the other was a 2002 David Wilkerson sermon:http://www.bing.com/videos/search?q=david+wilkerson+a+call+to+anguish+youtube&mid=0BA602B8932DF37704FF0BA602B8932DF37704FF&view=detail&FORM=VIRE1
Its a question I have asked over the years to God and leadership: What do you do with that? The only answer I have is just get closer to God.
Jack, Thanks for your investment!